Jumat, Mei 22, 2015

First Experience of loosing

Innalillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Rajiun...



1 Mei 2015 are the first time we had experiencing of loosing our family member. Ary my direct brother has passed away because of heart attack.



even our relation was not too good lately, but how ever, before she's coming into his life, he is one of my beloved brother. and even he is some how hard to understand but we're close and trust each other.

He left his 7 month old Son, which are soooooooo adorable. and somehow, he is very look alike his father. How he Smile, blushing, laughing and even
 his sad face are the same.

 Loosing him was leaving a big hole inside our heart, and in our house. Sometimes it feels like he's still around but everytime we saw his car, or his picture, suddenly we realized that he has gone.....
it still feels like a dream, but every time I saw his Child, which reminds me of him, it make me sad....


A week before he's gone, he's coming to my dream, talking to me and then leaving.... at the moment I didnt realize that it might be a sign of him saying good bye to us.

Now, all we can do is Pray for you... May you Rest In Peace, and Husnul Khotimah....